As you properly know the long relationship of the man I thought I would marry has ended. No sign of us getting back together.. *I know, he was good, but still..Don't think it be the best idea for Either of us. At all.*
Anyway, I have been dragged to so many "Friends Dates" that even though my heart is full with their love, my bank account is empty. Reminds me of the song by The Holloways..Happiness and Penniness. Oh and maybe Generator mashed in the mix as well.
Oh No,
Now my last penny has been spent
Still my life is heaven sent
Cause i got my friends
To help me through this time
I'll repay you in the end
Don't you worry
I promise you I'll pay you back with Time
Now my last penny has been spent
Still my life is heaven sent
Cause i got my friends
To help me through this time
I'll repay you in the end
Don't you worry
I promise you I'll pay you back with Time
It has not been all bad being single. In fact I can think of some good reasons why I am better off:
-I can flirt with other people without feeling bad..(I AM A FLIRT. THAT IS WHO I AM.DEAL WITH IT OR LEAVE MY AWESOME PRESENCE NOW!)
-I can accept people buying me drinking in the clubs
-Spend way more time (and money) on mates
-I can have a lot more time to do things I want
-I will not be criticised for wanting to spend all day in bed while the sun is shining in all it's glory
-I can move in with girlie mates!
-I can go off to Scotland to finish off my Nursing training without thinking.."Nooo, Lover is in London..How will I cope?!!"
-I will not have to listen to stories about car, bad puns, unfunny jokes and house music.
-I can find some one who *actually* into the same things I am into, rather then have to grin and bear it.
-I can eat meat without feeling like I will be punished by not being kissed.
-I can kiss girls WITHOUT having to cheat to do so ;p
-I can sing outloud without people telling me to shut up. (Am I that bad...?)
-I don't have to put on an act in front of his sister or feel like crap in front of his Father.
-I can finally drop the act that running is a good idea. It is not.It never is. Not even running for the bus.
-I can be with those that understand the greatness of Scrubs
-Dirty dancing man.
-I can stop hiding aspects ofmy life that was not *really* accepted or wanted and concentrate on being complety myself with those that like me for me-
Anyway, the list could go on, but I will spare you the boredom and just back the many friend dates I had instead. K..?
:)
-Thanks to everyone that helped me get my smileback.You know who you are. You guys rocks my world!-
im glad you're happier now! :) x
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